Never before have I felt like experiencing all of these things and not growing up. Could it be that I’ve been offered a second chance to make up for all of the life that has passed me by without truly living it? I don’t quite understand. I just don’t know if I’ve ever felt this way, and it’s so different from what I’m used to. But, somehow, I’m really excited by it. I think, I really need to embrace it, truly. I think that is the way to become who I want to. If it’s not right, then I think I will be able to tell that it isn’t. But, I have to try.
(Every now and then) My insecurity would surface
(This is not good) I’ve gotten caught up in your pace again
(Before I knew it) I almost can’t even understand my own feelings anymore