Monthly Archives: July 2007

Azurrebliss07 (4:04:37 PM): yeah, i think those are common–when we’re not engaged in anything, we tend to get really sluggish and centered on the little things (which really dont seem big in retrospect) because that’s all we have at the moment

man, i’m phailing at life.  though, it’s not bad on all fronts, which is cool.

there’s not too much to be done but wait it out.  well, maybe i could try and do something but i’m not feeling in that mood right now.

Ok, I am totally content with my friends most of the time.  Just knowing them is good enough for me most of the time, and to be able to talk to them and write letters to them is great, and requires absolutely no effort on their part.  And sometimes I even get to hear from them when I take the effort to reach out!  And I can be sure that my closest friends really value my friendship.

But when I actually make the effort, not just to call people, but to leave messages on 6 different cell phones, and then I get no responses, that doesn’t make me a happy camper.  maybe one of them is having phone troubles, ok maybe another one is out of town, but 6 people not getting back to me is really too much.  I normally don’t whine about this stuff too much because I don’t want to turn into an attention whore, but really, what is up with you guys?

I’m sure I won’t be mad about this after a day or two have passed because I’ll look at it in retrospect and think that it was rather silly of me to get this impression in my head.  and moreover it looks like on Monday my internship is going to start which means DM timm[ie] is going to have to back a comeback (i don’t really like that guy that much), so i’ll have other things to worry about.

i dont know….both glowstringing and freehand glowsticking are both -really- cool…i don’t know if i could pick one over the other.

well, actually i might still pick freehanding over stringing, even though i’ve been having a lot of fun with stringing lately.
why?  because freehanding never involves whacking yourself in the face when you screw up.  man, those things can -hurt- when you screw up.  i hit a nerve in my hand once, too, and it went all numb-like.

So me and my dad ended up dropping my cousin off to this Boy Scout thing (i think) and while we were waiting for him to get done we decided (or rather he decided) that we’d park and look at this park that happened to be nearby.  It had this nice little lake except it smelled like a swimming pool, which didn’t make sense until i noticed that there -was- a swimming pool behind it.  There were these 3 ducks there too.  Next to the lake was this big field of grass, and it was perfectly flat, and the grass was nice.  it was a big field.  pristine, almost.

man, i miss it.  I miss two years ago, man…

if anyone does anything to ruin the experience for the youngins this year im going to shoot them.